IFIMNOTQUITE PSYCHOENOUGH
THEYLLBECALLINGMYBLUFF
WishINI wasCrAZier Than I am NOW
It’D be More Profound iF i Silenced the sound…
After the rounds rained n ANnounced My Style
Hopefully I wouldn’t go down the DarKER path and nod out
Go all out; fall off; fall out; ON CLOUT.
Demount reality and call out.
Im fuckin here NoW
Yeah its fucking weird now
Maybe I’d be an EyeCon with what I’m on
I know I’m TNEREFFID you can see it with the lights off
Im mad / myself for being mad /myself
Why my whole life; I dig a hole right
Where my soul right?
My soles are holes from walking the road I…
I know that ain’t right; just killing me in HindzsightZ
Get my mind right by loosening the screw$
S-hits too tight-
and the timing for losing my mind
Was Juuuuust Right.
But if I was more loco I’d know more-so the deeper the door goes
Open it up…
Then I wouldn’t be mad at myself; simply just mad; myself
I’d fight viciously and live vicariously promiscuously
Winking she*
And obliviously write on the walls of history
Maybe I’d be that myth n that mystery that sets me free
I could be anyone and anything and when its ALL SAID AND DONE
Maybe they’d remember me
As a brave soul; a soldier went an awal for a great good
If I could be a better me than I wouldn’t have a name
Just an entity that recipes the next belief
Sets me free and I can R.I.P.
In the gutter where my mind
Has always been.
Nina
GoodnightNina. 