The hammer bounced off of my skull
The world rings like a bell around me
I’m still conscious but I can’t breath
My lover holds me; she loves me
She brings me up and out
Slowly but surely the ringing fades
The bell hammer has left me scarred
I cry; shake and my world trembles
Crying for help but I was answered
She reminds me that im still here
And I am safe; is she an angel
Yes she is. My angel who understands
Pain and sorrow
As we persue happiness
In a mad mad world…
Life has led me to many places… Although I don’t mean I wander the globe. These places are spiritual and inside me. One day I’m here n the next I’m gone. I walk through heaven and hell and everywhere in between. How have I found joy in this pain?
To construct ones mind in rhyme
A deadly sublime: mighty pen
Dripping sword in my soul
Swallowed whole
Into my own depths
Fuck these sobering thoughts
I thought I could walk
Even crawl; I can not
I lay in this yin yang
Blue as the ocean
Hoping n wishing
Finding peace again
GoodnightNina. 