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Goodnightgoddess.

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It was time to say goodnight

Closed my eyes real tight

Reflections was all I saw

So she spoke with a god

Should have seen what she brought

I spoke with my god

And she said I was all

So I spoke to the I

She opened my eyes

And she told me its all

And its all alright

She told me to calm

The god in me and all that’s outside

Perfectly gone

Since last night

 

Nina

 

 

Unnatural – Nina

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You ever wonder if this is all a little too right?

Or a little too wrong?

If life was previously scripted?

Would that explain the mystic?

Or am i being superstitious that god would hold me like he’s superficial.

Haunted taunted and flaunted; fraud, a masquerade ; a facade ascertained:

Such… Immense Pain

From the darkness of which I abide; just simply trying to hide

From everything.

Wondering if life is a cruel joke and I’m the punchline…

I’m just indulging you in my psychotic life enduced paranoia

Pretend your me for just a moment

Everything I’ve ever done and seen and been did a god condone it?

I have extremed hightened senses that might implement the actions of a lunatic

A full moon is lit and the night is luminous

You must be new to this…

Welcome to a place where you’re not afraid to die because if you don’t die you’re afraid they’ll die because we all came here to die.

No lie.

I haven’t slept in days; its been about a week and I’m a subject of 21st century ways

How unnatural is this age

It can make anybody crazy

Maybe?

 

-Nina

 

 

4 Bars on Earth – Nina

Time gon’ fly by in the blink of an eye.

Don’t be surprised / To open your eyes n meet your demise

I lived so many lives, plus… / so many lies

Heart broken so many times, / none left we can find

I demand my demons give me a reason for their schemin’

In my mind with no meaning just teasin’ me until my eyes bleedin’

Police patrolling / heat holding, Parole notion denied,

Well… hell is right here on earth; / No way to disguise

And to “god”… Your quite suspect

If you in control, I can see you enjoy torturin’ the world /

Every day I’m asking whats next….

-Nina