It was time to say goodnight
Closed my eyes real tight
Reflections was all I saw
So she spoke with a god
Should have seen what she brought
I spoke with my god
And she said I was all
So I spoke to the I
She opened my eyes
And she told me its all
And its all alright
She told me to calm
The god in me and all that’s outside
Perfectly gone
Since last night
Nina
You ever wonder if this is all a little too right?
Or a little too wrong?
If life was previously scripted?
Would that explain the mystic?
Or am i being superstitious that god would hold me like he’s superficial.
Haunted taunted and flaunted; fraud, a masquerade ; a facade ascertained:
Such… Immense Pain
From the darkness of which I abide; just simply trying to hide
From everything.
Wondering if life is a cruel joke and I’m the punchline…
I’m just indulging you in my psychotic life enduced paranoia
Pretend your me for just a moment
Everything I’ve ever done and seen and been did a god condone it?
I have extremed hightened senses that might implement the actions of a lunatic
A full moon is lit and the night is luminous
You must be new to this…
Welcome to a place where you’re not afraid to die because if you don’t die you’re afraid they’ll die because we all came here to die.
No lie.
I haven’t slept in days; its been about a week and I’m a subject of 21st century ways
How unnatural is this age
It can make anybody crazy
Maybe?
-Nina
Time gon’ fly by in the blink of an eye.
Don’t be surprised / To open your eyes n meet your demise
I lived so many lives, plus… / so many lies
Heart broken so many times, / none left we can find
I demand my demons give me a reason for their schemin’
In my mind with no meaning just teasin’ me until my eyes bleedin’
Police patrolling / heat holding, Parole notion denied,
Well… hell is right here on earth; / No way to disguise
And to “god”… Your quite suspect
If you in control, I can see you enjoy torturin’ the world /
Every day I’m asking whats next….
-Nina
