Tag Archives: Life

Slowed.

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Its all been slowed to a stop

And I felt like a child again

Something as simple as the breeze blowing on my face

And the sound of wind

The tattering rain on the tin roof

And the slightest warmth in the air

Smiling when I can feel,

And hear; the earths simple pleasures

Timeless is and

Precious is life.

Nina

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Swimming in Time.

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My soul is saturated in this mystery

My intermittent infinite history

Soaked and infatuated with this existence

Time is time is time…

Tingling down my spine

I’m swimming in time…

Every single day and every single moment

And this…

Deep dark

Breeds luminous light

Stormy nights; A lightning strike

Sentimental energy entities

It’s a hell of a recipe

Gravitating time I drift along

Swimming; time is singing me songs

Of the past and present

Infinite future

Just.

Swimming in time.

 

Nina

(Against all odds) Just be happy anyways!

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Why did I title this… against all odds? Happiness? Well..For months and months Ive been battling health issues. I spent over a month being dehydrated and extremely light headed (fainting occasionally) and I “FINALLY” conquered that issue recently. It was preventing me from getting work and I was exited for it to be over. BUT Week or Two later… I began throwing up every morning uncontrollably…  Its like morning sickness but Im sadly not pregnant…This has persisted for over a month now as well and we still aren’t really sure what is causing me to be so sick this time, the medication they gave me doesn’t seem to be working… But whatever y’know? Against all odds Imma Just Do Me and BE HAPPY.

I can’t let this sh–t drag me down; I will do whatever I got to do to get through this! and do it happily along the way, hehehe… Peace to all of my followers! and all the people I follow! So much respect to my fellow bloggers, you definitely without knowing it have helped me through these times haha… I don’t like to do any : ANY complaining blog posts. No thats not my style at all. This is a post about positivity and striving to do your best when things are trying to drag you down.

I love my girlfriend (my muse) lol, love her very much and my extremely  supportive parents  and I know they all want to see me doing well and being happy. I hope I make em proud… I celebrate 3 years on hormone replacement therapy ;So thats three years of my life I am extremely EXTREMELY thankful for; its been amazing. No doubt; amazing. Came a long way from last year itself. And yeah… Thats about it for the thankful rant…

Peace everyone. Stay happy, positive and strive on. (Through all obstacles)

-Nina