She speaks to me
As if she caressed my soul
As she calls me her angel
The time in this realm is precious
And cant help but think of her always
As I look to the present snow upon the trees
Or as I gaze in wonder to the future
To dance across her body or stare in her eyes in bliss
May peace spread across the globe
As simple as to eyes to see and hands to hold
May light illuminate the dark
Revealing truth and love within our hearts
May the sick be healed and blind can see
There is no pain; for you nor me
May the lost be found; in this crazy world
Rise up like the lotus
Help to cultivate the good.
Through my weary eyes, I type. It is 5 am as the sun begins to rise on my side of this planet. My wife lay asleep while candles flicker throughout the house. Traditional Japanese music softly plays from the television. I don’t know why I’m writing but I do it regardless.
It’s been a very long time since I have been blogging and a lot has changed. I’m married with a step son now. And I’m sober for the first time in my life. To be honest I’ve never felt better. I am on a path; this path is beautiful.
And as I write the sun continues to rise and the music continues to play and time is slipping away into next and the best thing I can do is simply view it.
I’ve always counted my blessings. Abundant. Thankful.
There’s too much beauty in this world to waste any time in my personal opinion. So I practice love. Through various ways and means. I’ve been working very hard to better myself for my self. It’s working as my self doubt is exhaled into nothingness. Leaving me with nothing but peace.
This is my peace
They arrive like a sunrise
To a cold, dark world
Here is where I abide
Blossoming like a lotus
In this deep dark mud
Where are we going my love?
I dare not sit idle
Whilst our bodies weaken
And the earth is desecrated
Wake up from your slumber
I have not seen you for some time
While I carry a torch of love
Awaiting your return
Baby your a pinnacle
So perfect; I could worship n I wonder n hope its not cynical
Unbelievable beauty and grace is such a miracle
When you said yes; my stress went out the window
We have a date with destiny; a destiny date
I wait n wait so anxiously;
Just simply to see your face
But I know time flies and in a blink of an eye
I’ll have you in my arms and eventually have to say goodbye
I’ll let you go fly cause I can have you back
I said baby can I love you?
“Only if I can love you back.”