Learned to control mindstateI wait for tides to subsideLike a sunrise it’s beautifulIt may be new to you but I’m mindfulBlessed daily from the giftWhenever Something AmisI return to bliss and thisPower of meditationThrough practice resignationMy heart rate slowsI centre myselfAlthough the future is unknownFar from my control I can control meDeep breaths slowlyUphold these waysPathways I must not go astrayAnother poemAnother day
Present moment I hold it cherish
Inherited blue eye apparent
Embellished with blessings
Finesse my pen dressings
Resting my weary eyes
Dream of bliss I’m in the sky
Dive into devide atomic
Flying never falling
Explode flipped mode
Artistic endeavors my calling
I write on the squalling walls
Balling my eyes out my brother falled
Past of alcohol pills cheap thrills
My sequel is refilled with abundance
Run amongst with hundreds
Thousands my sound is love
Come run with…
I see the words along the page
As eyes watch my words
Words describing themselves
I’m inscribing myself
Depraved of my enlightenment
Perhaps if my ego is forgiven me n no longer lives in me
More mindful kindness handfuls of love to remind us
Of compassion as we face life’s lashes
I have been reborn over and over but… This time is different I’ve never been sober for this long; decades of relentless; alcohol dependence
The days are in the hundreds; gather abundance; knowledge. Confront my fears try to be humble and acknowledge.
Keep focus; meditation half lotus. Buddha quotes rewrote them post them. Try to be open.
Lessons learned; a great deal. I wait still. Time stands still. The virtue of patience.
As I await, awake here.
I want to keep going N I cannot stop and wait for change
I have momentum and I’ve been waiting days n months but I won’t wait years
At a ropes end and I may have to jump because I have no option
I adopted a life that I wanted to nourish and flourish but instead it’s stagnant
I don’t wish to devide to conquer I want unified pride and efforts and strive to be better
This planet is falling apart help me to fix mother earth n please help me to make this work
We have to be better for ourselves n the seeds that are underneath our wings
How can we expect them to fly if we don’t even try I’m looking at the depth of tomorrow trying to conquer my sorrow.
Take a step back and look. Now come and take ten steps ahead instead because we should dread this pace we are going.
It’s torture not knowing .
As I continue my path I struggle with the terrain that lay beneath me. Trying not to trip on these minor roots and suffer a fall.
Trying to remain above it all.
Helping the ones that have come along for this journey to peace. I’m grabbing your hand.
Come along with me.
I’ve been here before;
Before before. And there’s so much more…
This path is my dreams and my unseen future in the leaves and trees and vines and green
Green like life and blue like the beautiful truth n my love for you. It’s true.
As we walk we can talk about our futures present. As the light cascades upon our essence.
Worries can be left behind unattended. I simply surrender.
Please don’t fret these mountainous journeys upon journeys. Walk with me without worry.
Watch the enemies scurry from our towering shadows in the now. Don’t ask me how we have arrived.
I don’t know but here we are. Paradise
Life in love. The love in life.
It’s dark morning.
The time for rhyme therapy; my clarity
Climb out of disparity; hearing me
Write these words; observe purpose
Present moment is the service
Back again with a digital saturated pen
Micro ink blot.
Thank you my friend.
The universe grants me another day
Thankful and it’s never in vain
I’m finding peace here in the winters air
I’m feeling fresh and clear