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My dreams; who are you?

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I visit my subconscious on a regular basis

An old friend and an old familiar world

This word is I

I think?

And I wonder who am I as I awaken…

Awakening thankful

Talking to it like…

“Thank you for taking me back to my world.

I missed you so much; all of my dreams.

All of my world and all of my thought.

It was beautiful to catch up.

Amoungst the graffiti and waterfalls.

I can never grow bored of you”.

 

But who are you Nina?

Who are you?

Are you my soul as I stare into this reflection?

Are you something else?

Are you a reflection of me?

Or of this earth.

Guess I’ll never know.

 

Nina

Dreaming.

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I’m lost in time and space and no one is going to find me

In that in-between state of blissful purgatory

I’m lost in that subconscious place of imagination

There is no way that your going to be able to find me

Through the darkness I walk and sleep eternally

I don’t want to leave this place anyways

So don’t try to find me; I am happy here

There is so much unknown that I can never grow bored

The unknown is the cascading infinite mind

This unknown is all I have ever known

Thunderstorms in the nights sky

Illuminate my mind

The flickering oceans and streams

A state of trance

And bliss

And love

 

-Nina

 

 

 

Serendipt in…

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Drip drop gently down the scene; streams n rivers

That meander baby blue colour of my eyes; revisit

Trickling; time ticking limitlessly

Staring into eclipsing; shifting serendipity

Abandoning my philosophies; my apologies

I’m just ¬†Astrology;

I am the stars; As far as any eyes can see

My amplified subconscious; third eye wanderer

Conjuring soft spoken finesse

On top of the top

Dropping stones over the edge…

-Nina

 

 

 

I tied the blindfold tightly…Good-night-me…

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Night-fell-mind-dwell-darkness.

I-set-to-spark-this.

You’ve been bothering me since I came…

I want a good clean fight n game.

“I’ll-do-this-shit-blindfolded”. Is what I said.

Advantaged with subconscious entity.

3rd eye protect me. Envisioning in -moment-present-memory .

Its tomorrow-yesterday-today.

My enemy cannot comprehend this haze.

She-is-he-he-she (Enemy not me).

“You’re not even human-at-all”.

I closed my eyes but… could-see-it-all.

We brawled and “IT” took the fall.

The human strength more adverse than its evil predecessor .

Compressor-stressure-beyond-measure.

“The lessor” as I laugh upon its cherished treasure.

Ha-ha-ha…

“This is what you worship??? Its-worthless!!!”…

I am now in complete control; And I laugh.

Walking away leaving you on the dusty path.

Feel the wrath of a sentient.

Being; as thus-and-this

You will forever submit…

To the will of my soul eclipsed…

-Nina

Dreams.

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I dream every night. It’s like I don’t sleep; I’m far to busy venturing rivers and streams, painting graffiti on infinite trains.

My dreams are what dreams are made of. My mind is the money so my vacation is paid up.

Tropical paradises on every turn. I’ve never seen so many gorgeous baby blue pools with pearls twirling my world.

I can fly if I want to and explore. I’m getting good, in fact I’m better than Peter pan. Taking off is tricky but I always land.

My dreams have music so I wake up singing with love. Lyrics that no conscious mind could think of.

My dreams have more amusing amusement parks than Californi and Dubai put together. My subconscious really got her shit together.

I have nightmares worst than Steven kings, but I’ve been into horror flicks since I was a kid.

But this is real time 3d and if it’s too deep I wake up n have some tea.

I dream.

Every.

Single.

Night.

I get lost in pitch black in my bed on a trip LSD couldn’t bring to light.

I get to live past futures; in surreal movements, clearer than glass to my mind when it computes it.

But my minds far more complex. More convex it sees more than I can comprehend.

How many times I saw the end or woke up to a new beginning, open my eyes and the rooms spinning,

Damn I’m dizzy that was trippy.

What were those lyrics I heard angels signings?

I turn the light on.

I got the light, write before it’s gone.

Pick up a pen and write down this midnight song.

 

-Nina