When I Ran Away With The Night.

In the sweet dark of night;

The blanket of black comfort

Watch over me with eyes of moon and stars

We’ll be going and going and going

So far; from this hole

This time we’re never coming back

And Im ecstatic

I waited my whole life

To disappear into your arms

Its finally time for us to go away

There is no love left

And no reason to stay

I calmly walk on down the lane

Counting my money

Nose runny

Tears of joy;

Streaming down my face

 

Nina

Sometimes I Cry – Tupac Amaru Shakur

Artist KD ; Vietnam Graffiti

 

Tears.

Oh Ive been waiting for you… The dormant torment

The mind and body sadistic performance

The feeling of hearing a pin drop in an empty stadium

Like seeing life from the worst possible angle

Not to mention Im really ill; for sure.

Seems the acid burning ; a sickness that has no cure

Where is everyone?  I know I’m here

The sensory overload and mind numbing fear

While my mind has devised plots against me

Feels like the whole world resents me…

Ive been waiting for you… No you never forget a thing like this

When its the end of the end of the end… again…

While I am all alone. And my friends are nowhere to be found

Its astounding how easily I hear my heart pounding but…

Reality setting in like formed concrete in my heart

I can’t breathe… Honestly… This girl needs a doc…

Something burns her stomach… Please…

An anti anxiety for the delusion paranoia hallucinatory day

She is about to have one of the worst days of her life so far…

The mind has the power to destroy; no holds bar.

Something inside her won’t…

Let go… and… It makes her want to die…

She decided to run…

“I don’t want to die, I want to live…”

She cries*

“Rest in peace and see you… on the other side of this”.

 

-Nina

Tears – Nina

Do I even realize the tears I cry

Can I see or even feel myself tremble in fear

Do I conceive the solitude of my mind

The scapegoats and mechanisms

And how long I’ve been holding this breath

Can I not go out of my body and take a look

At a lost soul, drowning in depth?

 

-Nina

 

 

“Keep going!” she said…

The tears

They stream down my face.

On a breakdown verge.

An… Apocalypse

Of the mind

Shattered pieces of life

Ashes

Something is heard through my sobbing…

Hearing myself as a child.

Screaming at me…

Screaming through space and time

At the top of her lungs

Through the years of pain and anguish

She screams.

“Keep going! Your almost there!”.

I hear her…

and I turn away from my nightmare….

wipe my chin*

“Thank you”.

I say back to her…

And place one more step

And then another…

Towards the concept…

The idea…

Of freedom…

And all of its glory.

 

-Nina

 

Tears – Nina

Last night cried so hard

Happy tears and sad tears

It’s okay to cry life’s not easy

I get so worried … Friends and family.

I get ultra sensitive.

Cried tears of joy like “thank you”,

love is powerful.

I’m lucky to be alive.