Just jotting… Need to get in the habit of writing more.
Take your time to unwind from the troubles and trials
Trials and tribulations as we all are awakened
Building blocks of cornerstones unknown
Remove self from the throne
There is no self at all
Nothing to own, control, condone
Alone on ya own
How we supposed to grow
Nina
It rains again. Washing away the yesterdays.
Cold crisp refreshing breeze as the cars slide by.
I’m trying to wake up and rubbing my eyes.
Sipping my coffee.
I managed to get outside yesterday, and the day before that.
Thankful for all the little things.
Solo ride to die, Im alive sliding through the matrix.
Awaked this rhyme replacement for fake shit.
Life can be basic and and at the same time amazing.
Got a few years sober and Im so glad I made it.
Im diciplined! I dismiss the liquids that slit your system.
Trying to function at the junction like some crucifixes.
No merit to inherit just building like pyramids.
I have a fear to live in a world that I can see as clear as this.
So I try. To meditate. I strive. To levitate.
You’d be surprised at what awaits.
Behind the Reddened gates.
So pass on through; say a prayer, be aware.
Reflections of self, the wisdom in the mirror.
Peace.
-Nina
Chilled da fuks out; Let the breeze in
I need moe’ chemical incentives sedative let em’ in too
Cause I been through too much to touch on
Now I’m enhancing my lush lawn, cause the grass is greener
On my side, on the sideline of the van city to infinity
Faded amaze jaded nuff’ to fall asleep on the bus
Headed nowhere fast so the enjoyment lasts
Crushed velvet cushions of clouds I sleep on
Awakened awaiting my fate but I can see dawn
To stay in the moment is a difficult task, or to look at onseselves entirely
Constantly my mind is dividing me
I feel as though my moment are fleeting, escaping and changing
Always trying to make way
Everything seems dark but maybe, just maybe Im mistaken
If only I can stand unshaken.
I am wandering
A somber ponder
Days become shorter
My nights have grown longer
Off I go…
Spirited far far away from here
Nothingness is here
Here is clear as day
Gone tomorrow…
Wandering far far away.
-Nina
My dreams escape and influence pages;
Sparked like the sage is
Im the flyest livewire
Thick haze; sharp like switch blade
Untouchable.
Deluxe Triple XL clothes so Im comfortable
Im on the road to riches
My bitches? they relentless
Sexual deviants; all independent
Just like me
Im a female Cassanova
Dont blink
Without thinking I can bend you over
I dream of a world where the youth can grow
Every answer is yes and the evil unknown
Rivers are healthy and so is the sky
Nobody worries about if we die
I dream that war is a mythical tale
Never experienced unthinkable hell
We dont eat meat; the animals are too sacred
At a certain age everyone is awakened
Two spirited and mental are no longer a flaw
In fact now they are given the medicinal jobs
I wake up this morning and bow on my knees
Oh this world… If Only There Was peace.
Infinite black skies as I arise; No more need to why
As I search for my finds; Awake by design-mind
Zen like street light as the trees sway in the breeze
Darkest night; sparked as words take flight
Nuero receptors part like the red sea; calm and deadly
Medley for a monk; a mantra like funk
Tough luck and taken as a blessing
Heal and resting and manifesting the next thing
just lemme be free / lemme be me /take this blindfold off so I can see / I wanna breathe / I wanna speakeasy / I wanna walk in the trees / get lost in a breeze / I wanna feel the world freeze / I wanna free my mind / I wanna be alive – Please.
GoodnightNina. 
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