
just lemme be free / lemme be me /take this blindfold off so I can see / I wanna breathe / I wanna speakeasy / I wanna walk in the trees / get lost in a breeze / I wanna feel the world freeze / I wanna free my mind / I wanna be alive – Please.
In the dark of night I arise once again
To collect my thoughts I write with pen
Its about time I do this again
With no regrets where does this stem?
How long have I been in this place
My skyscraper oasis
Thousands of faces
As the city tells tales naked
Must be about a year now
I was losing my mind but Im here now
Nada to fear now
Its so clear now
Cool; calm; collected
Solemnly protected by my own perspectives
I walk with a thousand spirits
I can see; smell and hear this
They touch with a thousand arms to feel this
I feel like a sloth; tired aloft a computer chair
Coffee in one hand; vape in the other
Wishing I had slept in. Winnie the pooh “Oh bother”.
Need another cup of coffer
As I begin to awake; A slight optimism
Maybe today isnt…
So bad
No sad; frown upside down.
Just another funky day to runaway
Asking me to come’n’play
Guess I’ll have some fun today.
What is this place? Universal bound infinity
But I am subject to individual vacinity
Our home world is ablaze aflame what a crying shame
This is simply a dying game; it needs a name
A name for the actuality of the fragile system
We are in a cataclysm
Can we please change our ways now
We’re on our way down
Nobody has a voice to say now
The answers are right infront of our faces
But we keep making the same mistakes
What will it take
For the world to awake
I dream of the promise land; where peace abides
Mountains streamline across the sky
Prayer flags cross the trails on my path to freedom
I am given help along my jouney
Compassion for all the sentient beings on earth
This is my path and it was always meant for me
Rebirth; Samsara
Or a heavenly Nirvana
Eyes transfixed on Buddha
I chant in Sanskrit
Return to center and emit a white light
Transmit across the atlas
Slow my breathing
Completely enveloped in my practice
Place the candles lit
Offerings for the path I follow
Bowing to them; I’m very thankful
For yesterday, today, tommorow
Close my eyes and listen
My karmatic conditions
Meditating a vision
Peace, love and forgiveness
Now; did I inherit
My past lifes merit
I feel blessed; until my death
I must share it
Thank you universe
Thank you for my buddha nature
Thank you for food and shelter
Thank you for now;
Thank you for later.
-Nina
Strange to find peace in this now; but here I am
Fond of change like autumn leaves blow breeze
Present tense; change strange and evident
But Im here aware wide awake stare; im just
Without care
Blessing to the ill who have fallen to the will of nature
My stature is forever patient
Statistics stream like star streams
Yet I sit and day dream in between the lines of these times
Finesse caress; these rhymes
Feminine forever ancient Egyptian feline
Who wanders without worry and skurrys playful
It is simple nature; take this and embrace this
We all must simply awaken and face this
Together harmonious; our ways were felonious
Learn to love and love to learn a new path
When they see a new you like whos THAT
Forever remaining in a change and I thank god for this change that is raining…
Down upon us.
I am an addict; since twelve
Ive delved.
Weed, crack, heroin, crystal, mushrooms, lsd
More than all of these
Alcohol consumes me
I consume it; fluent in being a nuisance
Constantly picking up shattered pieces
My hands and heart are bleeding
The world seems iced and freezing
Do I still have meaning
Purpose
Am II worthless
These are the questions I ask Looking back at my past
Im trying so hard to keep compusure
Trauma upon trauma with no closure
My central nervous system is shot
So im constantly nervous
Everybody thinks Im happy but that’s just a surface
Im not trying to complain we all have pain
I wanna remain on this plain of love and gains
Music and poetry; the essence of me knowing me
That Im not such a terrible girl
That’s I have so much to offer the world
But Im crying out for help to all my friends and love
I cant do this alone sometimes Im looking above
Can god help me out a bit
Ive fallen and I can never seem to get out of it
A rhyming rant chant of the addict
Sobriety day one; let me have a crack at it.
The beautifully free
Picking the fruits from the tree
Asking eachother “Like, who you gonna be”
And she’s lookin’ at me.
But aint nothin for free.
So I said ” Im gonna hustle, you gotta hustle to eat”.
Now I knew; I was just taking the easy way out
Cause god got my back and putting food in my mouth
But I always wanted more; movin’ about with a clout
I should have stayed on a path but I took another route
Years gone past and I seen the same sister
The hustle was a struggle and I really fucking missed her
The freedom we had; can I go back to the past
So I turned to the girl and asked
“What you want to be?”
Am I still dreaming?
I sure don’t feel awake…
This all too familiar feeling…
I can’t move and I am in slow motion…
Restless but completely catatonic;
Somebody wake me up from this place!
I don’t want to be here anymore!
Looking down upon my body from the ceiling…
Motionlesss…
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